July 12, 2018
I find myself busy in the dream playing with my dogs and talking to friends. I realize it is my bedtime and I need to retire to my bed yet I still have so much yet to accomplish. I sit on my bed and before I can blink I am fast asleep. The next thing I remember is waking up again in the dream. (This is the first time I can ever remember falling asleep in a dream and waking up again within the dream.) Upon waking I realize I’ve been asleep for 2 days which has caused me to miss work and not report in. I am concerned I will be disciplined for not reporting in to work. Yet those around me are not displaying any concern at all. I feel refreshed and joyful. A thought pops in my mind, “Who cares if I miss work!”
I turn my focus to the many projects I have left to complete. My two dogs are now Koi fish and I realize they need to be placed in an aquarium. I will need a large one because they are growing quickly. As it is just my luck there are a few aquariums stacked up in the corner which do not appear to be in use. The aquariums don’t belong to me but I who would refuse to offer up this space so that the Koi can swim joyous and free. I place them in the largest tank I can find and fill it with water. Once filled with water, I notice there was a school of smaller fish who resided in the tank before I placed my fish in there. Both sets of fish my large Koi and the small fish are huddled in their respective corners fearful of one another. I consider a new living arrangement for the fish. Maybe I can utilize the smaller aquariums and distribute the fish to an appropriate tanks. Some larger Koi may be placed temporarily in a smaller tank in solitude while I find other arrangements. Or I can move the smaller fish as a group to a smaller community tank. The smaller fish were living in a very large tank with very little water prefiously. I think this 2nd option is a suitable substitute for them although I feel I will be evicting them from their original home. I would love for them to simply not fear each other and cohabitate in the large tank as a family.
a confusing and difficult problem or question.
“one of the most difficult conundrums for the experts”
synonyms: problem, difficult question, difficulty, quandary, dilemma; informalposer
“the conundrums facing policy-makers”
a question asked for amusement, typically one with a pun in its answer; a riddle.
synonyms: riddle, puzzle, word game; informalbrainteaser
“Rod enjoyed conundrums and crosswords”
a joke exploiting the different possible meanings of a word or the fact that there are words that sound alike but have different meanings.
“the pigs were a squeal (if you’ll forgive the pun)”
synonyms: play on words, wordplay, double entendre, innuendo, witticism, quip, bon mot
“”you can make your own antifreeze by stealing her blanket” is a pun guaranteed to get some groans”
make a joke exploiting the different possible meanings of a word.
“his first puzzle punned on composers, with answers like “Handel with care” and “Haydn go seek””
July 2, 2018
I am in the military. The military has adopted and modified my invention that allows for space travel and travel to other dimensions. They have adopted it for large scale use. It is able to do simple functions by accessing other dimensions. I worry that they have not incorporated love and passion into their formulas believing instead that those qualities are innate to being human and not applicable to their interests.
We are stationed in a bay. I can see the mountains in the distance. I can see the hills are smoking and projectiles are being flung in our direction. The only way to survive is to board a u-boat. I don’t feel I’m quite ready to transform and go into battle. I board the u-boat and as it begins to sink in the water my consciousness is released and remains above the surface of the water. I am now flying above the bay. They are aware of my presence.
I reunite with them and they show me how they push the smoke into the barrel of the gun. I have seen this before. It is the opposite direction of what you would expect. This process creates a wormhole. In this moment I pause and a thought arises, “They have reached a point of inevitable success.” I realize I didn’t look at gaining strength in my endeavors. I consider what it would take to acquire strength. I find a cool place to ponder my goals. I believe I can mingle unnoticed among regular people in a nearby restaurant. I find an area in the rear of the restaurant by the cooling coil. It reminds me of the engineering room on the Star Ship Enterprise where you see the warp drive pulsating with light. Once again they find me and am forced to engage. We activate the cooling coils and move them to a new location. I can see the apex of this room. I understand how space travel is mastered.
May 5, 2018
In last night’s dream I find myself looking for an Airbnb which I have reserved. It is a shared space. I drive around the block twice looking for the parking lot. I am struck how my memory has full awareness of this location even though I don’t recall ever being here before. This confusion causes me to miss the parking lot entrance even though I know exactly how to get there. Once I put my trust in my inner voice I am able to find the parking lot. I proceed to enter the rental unit and take a shower. I am in the shower with my socks on yet my socks are not getting wet. I now feel refreshed. I return to the bedroom I believe I rented but find there are two other individuals staying in what I believe is my space. I address the issue with the host who tells me that IS my space. I complain I rented the space for myself and assumed the house was shared not the bed I’d sleep in. Upset, I demand a refund. The man tells me he will issue me a refund but he can’t do it immediately. He can send it to me in the mail. I feel vulnerable knowing I don’t have lodging. I enter the three bedrooms to advise the guests about the discrepancy and injustice for them to witnesses the transaction occurring. Like cockroaches to light the guests scatter to busy themselves. I decide I will simply return home and consider it a loss. I feel justified in having received a refreshing shower and I’ve not lost my socks.
The parking lot sits on the top of a hill and there are steps which lead me there. At the top of the stairs is a walkway bridge with only the side railing and nothing to walk on. There are inner city children playing here unsupervised. The children are fearless. I wonder where they found the courage to do such risky things. There is a 2 yr old crossing a bottomless bridge. He is unafraid of falling. He has a cat’s tail on his diaper that allows him to balance on the railing. He has obviously done this before and is up to the challenge. I ask where the mother is but the kids don’t yet speak so they are unable to communicate with me other than to simply acknowledge.
As I woke up I ran to the bathroom and returned to get a few more minutes of sleep. As I closed my eyes I could see a black and white picture of me. The image came in closer and closer such that I could see the fine pixels which looked like rice.
Symbolism of Rice
Rice is an ancient symbol of wealth, success, fertility and good health. It is powerful. Tossing rice at the end of the ceremony is meant to symbolize rain, which is said to be a sign of prosperity, fertility and good fortune.