In last night’s dream I find myself returning to my living quarters. I am in a hurry. I seem to be on auto-pilot. I am walking down a long corridor with a lot of doors. I turn into the door which corresponds to my room. I know exactly where I am going.
Once in the room, I notice someone has brought a wooden head board into my space along with a small twin bed. The head board is not yet attached to the bed. This is something I am expecting to occur but I didn’t think they were delivering it before I got here so the room isn’t arranged to my liking or maybe I am just offended someone made the changes made during my absence without my input. After studying the layout it seems my bed has been moved to one side to make room for the twin bed. I image the head board being placed in its appropriate place and with a little tidying up the room should be acceptable again.
Somewhat lucid now it occurs to me I don’t know who the twin bed is for. Who is sleeping in the twin bed? With that thought I seem to remember David from yesterday’s dream. Is he sleeping in my bed? I have a warm feeling come over me as if the dream has given me some small indication that I won’t be alone anymore. Are these new sleeping arrangements waiting for me? Are changes coming to my life?
In last night’s dream I am part of a group of people. I am with a partner she seems to be androgynous of both male and female sex. At times I refer to her in the feminine and at other times she appears to me in the masculine. We are getting married or are engaged. Her life seems easy to me. She happens to be at the right place at the right time. In one instance she invests in a start up and makes a huge amount of money. I want to bring something to the relationship that is special and of my own doing. I wonder if there are interesting start up that I can invest in that would bring similar returns. I decide to buy some stock. The stock certificates are guaranteed to have a gain. This certificate is multi faceted. It is a marriage certificate, a birth certificate and a stock certificate all at the same time. I place the certificate on a sheet of cake upon which the marriage cake will be placed. I plan on revealing the certificate when the cake is cut.
My jealousy is showing a bit toward her easy gains. I want the time to come soon for me to reveal my surprise but so many other things have to be done in preparation before we can have our celebration and reveal. I seem to have a deja-vue within the dream and recall having been here before. I seem to know the events which will play out. I try to recall where I’ve come to know the truth. I recall a movie like Titanic and realize my life is playing out just like in the movie. I seem to know the ending. I remember from the movie that the couple have a fight and the cake is thrown in the ocean. Along with the cake so too are lost the certificates. In the end they live together happily but without knowledge of what was lost. I feel I have to do something to change the course of events and maybe I can recover the cake and certificates so we can have a much better life together. I go to her to discuss what she is going to wear for the wedding. She shows me a black leather harness. In my mind, I think oh no how could you wear a leather harness to your wedding. Without me even saying anything she replies, “It’s in the way you wear it.” She who is now in the masculine form twists the suspenders so as to make a new use for the harness. She then proceeds to create bearded tassels which look very similar to my beard in color and form. She / He gives the impression it will keep us together. I look at him and think how beautiful he is even though I’m not fond of the leather harness. In the back of my mind I still want to find a way to safeguard the certificates so they aren’t lost to sea or does happiness lie not in material wealth.
In last nights dream I am with my 2nd partner Michael who is visiting me or passing through my space. Its like he really doesn’t belong here and is somewhat intruding on my time. One observation about him is that he is very very cute but that is apparently not enough to keep my interest or focus. I try to visit with him on the side almost as if I’m multitasking not really having time to be with him. A third person enters and says there are issues with the plumbing in my unit. I’m told they have had to call the plumber to make repairs 3 times. All three times were as a result of something Michael did. Having discovered that Michael is “my guest” I am therefore responsible for the repairs and they can’t charge my maintenance contract because the damages were caused by someone other than me.
I don’t have time to focus on these issues because I have to attend a class with a guy who I am interested in. Because I’m trying to do two things at once my party for the class becomes scattered and we therefor don’t end up sitting together. I am disappointed because I want to sit with the cute guy who I’m interested in. Now sitting alone I look at the class syllabus. I can clearly see the writing on the pages of the syllabus. I am trying to decide whether to sit through the class or just get up now and leave. It doesn’t seem like something I’d be interested in normally but I want to be a part of this group and the chance at meeting and developing a relationship with this guy.
I decide to remain in the class. Once it starts we are told everyone has to wear blue and grey. I feel wholly unprepared believing I am not following the dress code. The cute guy comes over to me and he is obviously wearing blue and grey. I look at myself and to my surprise I just happen to be wearing silk blue lapels, on a grey suit jacket and blue pants. My tie is metalic grey. The cute guy tells my “….but you’re tie isn’t grey” to which I answer yes it is. I want to convince him of this fact because I want to remain in the class especially now that I have his attention. I look at my tie a second time and realize the tie changes colors depending on the viewing angle. From one angle it is grey/blue and from the other it is silver/gold.
The class progresses and at the end we all get ready to leave. As I stand there saying good bye I realize we are all in water and there are fish swimming around me. The fish are the fish from my aquarium in real life. I recently had all my fish except 2 die from a disease in the tank. I can see the last fish which was my favorite and the largest one swim past me. It comes to rest in the guys hand. I tell him to please not hurt the fish.
My mom and her sisters are all wearing similar dresses that my aunt Helen made. The dresses are white and baby blue. There is a room with some old sofas where some young adolescents are hanging out some are trying to sleep there. The beds do not have mattresses just…
In last night’s dream I find myself standing outside an old abandoned building. There is a man who stands with me. He is the lone survivor and now is working to restore the building. He tells me the story of the building. He says it was a hospital at one time where many people were healed. I can tell the building suffered a fire. I ask him what happened to the patients in the building at the time of the fire. He tells me the fire killed everyone except him. I ask him if the building is now haunted. He says it definitely is haunted. The spirits of the dead still live here. I ask is he is not afraid to work here to which he answers NO someone has to do the work. I offer to help him. I am with my dog Butters. He then gives me a tour of the building to see what people were doing right before the fire. I can see a couple making out in their car in the parking lot. There is a little boy who comes toward me and starts walking at my side. I assume he wants to come along for the tour. I place my palm on his head to let him know he is welcome on the tour. I notice the moment my palm touches his hair on his head a wave of energy flows through me. This energy lifts us both up off our feet. I immediately have the ability of flight. We float together to the higher floors of the hospital.
I am now lucid. Knowing I have powers in the dream, I take a good look around me, at my surroundings to try to understand the mechanics of the dream and the correlation between the dream and my waking life. I can see the fabric of the the dream vibrating with rainbow colors in which the dream constructs the scenes. I think to myself this must be my aura or spirit as it’s light extends beyond my dream body. I look around for Butters and discover he is now a young man. I think his child name might need to be changed to reflect his new manhood.
I had a dream where I am with a group of guys. They are all partnered. Each one has his partner with him. I consider my own circumstances and know I don’t have a partner. Feeling alone I look around me and notice a guy standing behind me. How long has he been there. It feel like he has been in my blind spot for a long time. He is obviously my partner because he likes me and is paired with me. Why haven’t i noticed him before? I turn to look at him to see if I can answer the question. I look carefully at him. He is able to change his appearance easily. His appearance changes and now he is wearing dreads. His hair seems to float in space. He turns his head back and forth gently to move fling his hair at me. It seem to move in slow motion. I tell him his dreads look like shoe laces.
I sense it is time for me to leave. I don’t want anyone to know I’ve been here. So I decide to fly out of the space instead of walking through any doors. I begin to fly but instead of flying over the horizon I am flying straight up.
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I found it very curious that the guy changed his hairstyle while I was looking at him and why of all hairstyles he chose to fashion dreads and why he intentionally floated his dreads at me. I have no attraction to dreads, I have nothing against them but I’m not called toward them. I do however like unkempt messy hair which dreads might fall into that category.
As a word dreads is one letter off from dreams so I looked at the neurological values and both D and M share the same value of 4. The word dreams or dreads has a value of 6.
The Ruler – Saturn
4 is the number of Foundation – the four winds, the four seasons, the four astrological elements.
4’s are solid, ‘four-square’ reliable, practical, plodding, home-loving, succeed through diligence and perseverance.
4 DESTINY / LIFE PATH
Number 4s are hard-working, loyal and ambitious and have a great deal of common sense and a practical approach to life. Number 4 Destiny/Life Path people are careful and unlikely to make a decision without giving the matter a great deal of thought. Once number 4s have reached a decision they will be determined on their decided course of action and will follow through.
Other people depend upon number 4’s ability to cope with life’s ups and downs and are drawn to the stability of number 4 Destiny people as they are reliable friends and do not change their opinions easily.
Number 4 Destiny people are able to manifest on all levels and are willing and able to put preparation, proper thought, passion and purpose into all that they do in order to achieve their goals and aspirations.
Number 4’s often end up becoming the pillars of the community as these individuals are hard working, practical and trustworthy. The 4 Destiny person is practical, loyal, security-conscious and business-minded.
You have the potential for great success if you overcome your insecurities – that is your challenge.
Last night I had a dream where I am preparing to be married. There are a number of people around my bed. I am told I can see my soon to be partner who is a woman. She stands at the foot of my bed. They convince me this is my destiny and I am guaranteed protection. Surprisingly I’m convinced. I ask how I am to identify my “wife” in the future? See they are all etheric beings and therefore transparent to me so I’m afraid my “wife” would be hidden from me so I ask If I can place a tattoo on her neck.
Something jars me awake. Where’s my protection, I think to myself? For about 2 seconds as I opened my eyes to find beside my bed was standing a female honor guard. Her hair is burgundy in color. She stands at attention guarding over my sleep.
I had a dream where I return to a resort where I’ve stayed before. A part of me believes I should have a my room reserved at this location. I find my room close to the pool and walk in. The room has changed. They have made it more agreeable and amenable for more people to stay with me. There are two rooms with beds in them and one room even has bunk beds. It looks more generic than personalized but I do like the layout. Considering this is a vacation space I think the layout works nicely. I look for the bathroom and notice the door is closed. I can hear someone inside using it.
Knowing I have to go to the bathroom I remember there being a restroom on the other end of the resort. I recall something new about the resort. I recall the entire resort being available for my needs. I recall not only additional restrooms available but additional sleeping areas. The choice is mine to make. I walk out the door toward the pool on route to the other restroom. There are people in the pool. One woman is completely naked. She walks on water. She is walking toward another woman who is in the pool leaning against the pools inner wall. Although she is a woman she has both male and female attributes. The woman who walks on water, walks on the surface of the water toward the other woman. Before arriving in front of her she goes under the water and fondles the other woman’s private masculine parts. I’m surprised at their open display of affection. I wish I had time to be as free to enjoy that type of intimacy but I have to find a restroom.
I finally couldn’t wait any longer and woke up to go to the real world bathroom. I did my business and returned to bed. I quickly returned to the dream.
I am now entering the other bathroom where a man stands. He is an Amish man with a full beard with a soft breathable cotton shirt, leather suspenders and a relaxed look. He wears a suede leather Amish style hat. He sees me enter the restroom and salutes me by taking off his hat. Except under the hat he has another hat. He then proceeds to take the second hat off only to discover under that hat he has yet another hat. This continues for about 5 hats. The last hat on his head is small with a 5 inch brim and is tied under his neck. Atop the crown of the hat are two small Moose with full antlers. It feels like a magic trick as the outcome is completely unexpected. Like a child amused with laughter we both laugh with full bellied joy. It becomes apparent he is doing this to amuse me. His interest in pleasing me touches my heart and soul.
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Last night I had a dream where I am in a line of people not quite sure what we are waiting for. I am with my mother who is old and in a wheel chair. I am protecting her. Along the path where we walk are cutouts small rooms with 3 walls. Occasionally people pause while they wait in line to reflect on what each room holds. While standing in line your vision is restricted to the cutout room directly in front of you. I am standing in front of my mom. It is has been my belief we are at the end of the line whoever I become aware of a man who has been standing behind my mom. I have missed noticing him because he has been engaged in each of the rooms as the line has moved. I on the other hand have been waiting in line with my mom not entering the cutouts. To satisfy my curiosity who might be standing behind my mom I walk behind her now in a position to see into the cutout where the man stands. I discover the man in the room is Michael. My second partner. He looks amazingly beautiful. All the reasons I fell in love with him come rushing back. His hair glistens in the light of the sun and his beard seems to reflect the rays of the sun. Yet even with all this love for him I feel I need to scold him for his actions. I somehow feel he might have done some wrong against my mother. I want him to know I stand to protect my mom. I also feel he has hurt me. A part of me if mad over the pain he has created in my life.
As I stand there in discussion with him, I begin to become aware of the dream. Knowing I’m in a dream now I look at “Michael” and wonder what else might he be here to represent. With my mind focused on OB and feeling the love deep within me. I can feel it radiating out warmly by the sun reflecting off his golden hair.
My alarm rings and I wake up to snooze it. I quickly close my eyes trying desperately to return to the dream. My inner eye now sees cartoon characters. These are very similar to yesterday’s except these appear to be presented for a mature audience. The characters are dressed in cartoon suits, some I notice look like formal wear. They seem to be gathering for a celebration. I see their cartoon hair is black and well presented with clear delineation and distinction. They appear to be happy and proud. My alarm rings a second time.
~~~~~~ DREAM ENDS
As I was journalling my dream and describing the cutout rooms I had a very strong feeling that each room represented a day in my life. I seem to be stuck not engaging fully in each day because I am attached to the idea that I must care for my mother. My mother in her wheel chair seemed unable to enjoy each day either. I was unaware of Michael’s nearby presence because he was in engaged in life. There is also the idea that I’m stuck in the past possibly morning the past. I can’t see love in today.
Last night I had a dream where I want to plan dinner out for my partner and our mothers. The purpose of the dinner is to allow our mom’s to meet each other. I have to be discrete about the invite because I don’t want others present to feel excluded by the invite. Interestingly enough the dream doesn’t provide me with who my partner is. I simply know the person of interest is my partner. The mom’s meeting seems to be needed to seal the relationship.
During our dinner my partners mom gives me three corn plants. I love fresh corn. She tells me she knows how much I love the taste of corn and says I will be able to harvest my own from my garden. The plants are about a foot tall. I think about where in my garden I will plant the stalks where they will receive the greatest amount of sunlight possible to grow.
~~~~ DREAM ENDS
I looked up the symbolism of corn
Corn: Used in many Native American rituals, maize is a symbol of life, abundance, prosperity, growth and fertility.
Last night i had a dream that was troubling to me. The concern is am I getting in over my head. I am looking for an apartment to rent because I want to be close to people. I sign a lease on a corner unit in a high rise apartment building. I have only looked through the unit briefly. As I do a walk through I’m trying to figure out what parts of the unit are actually allocated to me. The color palate is mostly white with shades of beige. I can feel the texture of the rug and fabric of the drapes. I am concerned that I already have responsibility of a house and what I might have gotten into. Why have I committed to additional responsibility? I wonder if I can possibly continue to rent out my house on Airbnb and live for a while in the apartment to experience what it is like to live in an apartment setting and closer to my neighbors. I can continue to monitor the needs of my house and not have to sell it. I ask the owner of the apartment if it is OK if I bring my piano with me. I tell him it has a low profile and should be easy to bring into the unit. He agrees and says its OK. I walk through the different rooms noticing the texture of the carpet and the emptiness within the different rooms and passage ways. I walk into the bedroom and see two people sleeping covered head to toe under their sheets. They have a throw cover over them that has a plush light brown texture which reminds me of Alpaca. I figure I must have wondered into someone else’s bedroom or maybe the current tenant hasn’t fully moved out yet. Is this my bed? Should I be in bed with them? I quickly rush to depart the unit not wanting to disturb their sleep. I want to maintain their privacy. As I leave, I take a minute to look out the windows and notice the pool down below. I think I will like living here.