July 7th, 2018
In last night’s dream I find myself with my old co-workers. I have returned to work with them for a day and observe the changes that have occurred since I’ve been gone. I notice co-workers are adopting strategies I had spearheaded. Both my old co-workers now even ride scooters to work. They are showing me the scooters they have purchased. Dana tells me it is the best most economical means of traveling to work. I am pleased to see them embracing my ideas and supporting technology that is eco-friendly.
I am looking at the layout of the office and am shown how they have streamlined processes including the layout of the office to be more functional for the employees and to support collaboration. They show me where they have stored all my things and how they have incorporated them into the new design. There is even a new pedestrian col de sac for to enjoy the sun outside and socialize during the day and after work.
June 13, 2018
I am somewhere like the Swiss Alps up in the mountains. There has been an emergency evacuation of the building and now I need to find my way back to the 7th floor where I work. I am standing near the elevator but I am not sure what floor I am on. I ask someone nearby which way is it to the 7th floor. I am told I can go either up or down but I must take the stairs to get there. I decide to go down and end up on the 1st floor. Once on the first floor I see my coworker Bing walking up the steps. She pauses on the landing where I am standing and asks me if this is the right place. She places a post-it note on the ground in front of me. It has writing on it. I attempt to read the note knowing my ability to read things in dreams is always difficult. Although I can’t make out what it says, I recognize the trademark information it contains to be privileged or top secret. I tell her she shouldn’t disclose the information because the information is actively being sought out and is top secret.
I woke up briefly in the middle of the night to roll over half asleep and still dreaming, I got comfy in my new position. I then saw a group of post-it notes fly in front of me as if on a cloths line. The post-its dangled forcefully in front…
May 5, 2018 In last night's dream I find myself looking for an Airbnb which I have reserved. It is a shared space. I drive around the block twice looking for the parking lot. I am struck how my memory has full awareness of this location even though I don't…
June 9th, 2018
Vignette: I remember seeing large trucks that have encircled the city. The trucks are so close to the pedestrians I feel trapped by them. I am standing on the sidewalk and one of the trucks nearly runs over my toes. It literally clips the tips of the souls of my shoes.
Main Dream: Someone calls me looking for a job so I become his recruiter. He presents his qualifications including his medical records and I offer him assistance in preparing his resume for the questions he might be asked in the interview process. He meets with my bosses yet my bosses aren’t aware that he was coached by me. They are very impressed by his resume and he gets the job based on his preparedness. Slowly over time it is revealed that I coached him in the process. I hear someone say, “No wonder he is so well prepared.” I apparently don’t work close to their group I just happen to know a great deal about what they do and what they are looking to create. We are all sitting around a conference table.
I excuse myself and get up to go the the bathroom for number 2. As I enter the bathroom I am given a button to turn on the lights. It functions as a remote control. The button controls the lights in the house. including the bathroom. They suggest I take the button with me into my waking life. I sit on the pot to focus on relieving myself all the while examining the button in my hand. Feeling relieved I return to the conference room holding my button. I am told the button is a new piece of technology the group has been working on. They are offering me the button in recognition of my contribution to the technology by having prepped the guy. They encourage me to take the button with me. As they are explaining the technology I am sensing something is not quite right. I still have the urge to pee. Knowing I’m in a dream I tell them I have to really go to the bathroom. They motion to me to press the button. I press the button and immediately wake up in real life.
~~~~~ Dream Ends Here.
After waking up I thought how unusual that in the dream I had to use the bathroom. I don’t remember ever using a restroom in a dream. I have been in a dream bathroom before but never actually believed I was actually using the restroom to relieve myself. I definitely didn’t go number 2 in my bed. I remember being in the conference room and needing it. I even excused myself to go. I apparently knew where this dream bathroom was located. It was in the bathroom where I was given the button. So if that part of the dream only happened because I really needed to go then did the dream create a bathroom on the fly for me to use. I remember it being a normal bathroom. The buttons were on the counter. I was told to take one and specifically to take one back with me implying that I was in a dream and I was expected to return. At that moment I didn’t fully understand. I assumed it meant to take it back to the conference room. After using what I thought was number 2 and feeling relieved I took the button with me back to the conference room. That’s when they explained what the button was for. It was what they were creating. It was the work for which they hired the guy I prepped for the job. The button is a remote control to turn the light on. I was to take it back with me into my waking life. When I realize I still had to use the bathroom and attempted to excuse myself again they instructed me to push the button. I immediately woke up.
When I woke up I recognized the button as something I already have in waking life. Its a night light.
Last Word: I initially recorded the dream with my voice recorder but when I sat down to journal it I journaled it from memory. Interestingly the vignette i didn’t remember until after I heard the recording and so I added it in. The weird part is tonight I almost ran over a pedestrian. I was coming up a main road and along the side walk were a line of people waiting to go into a bar / restaurant. I wasn’t traveling that fast when a guy decided to cross the street. There was a cross walk there but no light. I thought he was waiting in line with the rest of the people standing on the sidewalk. For some reason he just began crossing. I slammed on the break and nearly ran over his toes. I was just telling my Airbnb guest about what happened before I sat down at my computer to listen to the recording. The first thing i hear is the vignette. How coincidental that I nearly ran someone over just like in the dream.
I am at work and have been given an assignment to program something. I spent time programming. Once complete I feel good about my work. I know it is the best quality work I can produce and … it actually accomplishes the task.
I then woke up and went to the bathroom and came back to bed and had a second dream. This dream I understood to be an alternate version of a previous dream told with a clarifying narrative. I feel contradiction in terms or some oxymoron. I guess there is a moral to the story and the moral can be conveyed through various stories.
I am at a hotel / restaurant. Where I am meeting a group of people much like an MKP warrior weekend. I have to be checked in by the person who sponsored me to the event. I will be sharing a room with a few others each having there own private quarters within the room. I am here to do a job. There is a heliport on the rooftop and my job is to control the flights that come into the port. The helicopter must be secured because of the high winds in the area. I am the only person assigned the role of securing the helicopter and the only person with the skill to do the job. After the first night, I am ready to leave the hotel. I check out of the hotel surrendering my room key at the front desk. After doing so, I realize there are still flights coming in with no one to guide and secure them. I realize my purpose for being here is for far more than just one night. The need is great and I am needed to stay longer. I head back to the front desk to see if someone recognizes me from the previous night. I hope to explain my situation and see if I am allow back in the hotel. I ask the attendant if he remembers me to which he says, “Of course we remember you.” I proceed to explain my error in checking out prematurely explaining I am supposed to stay longer. He then says, “Of course we know you are supposed to stay longer.” He tells me my reservation is permanent residence and is here whenever I need it. He explains, “You use it all the time.” I have one of the highest jobs here and I am the only person qualified to do the job therefore the room is always reserved for me. He hands me the key along with an envelope. The envelope triggers me to become lucid for just a moment. I know I must read and take back the the information contained in the envelop. Now lucid I pause to open the envelope. Inside is a bank statement describing a transfer of funds. It details the balance on the mortgage which has been paid by Joe. It is in the amount of $100,000 dollars which is also the balance owned on the mortgage. I am happy to know I can live out the remaining years of my life without having to worry about a mortgage payment. I have a reservation on whether to accept it or to question the amount. It is far more than what I had asked in terms of damages and far more than what he had offered to pay originally. I feel I can only accept it if he has given it in good faith yet I also don’t want to say anything for fear he may renege on the amount.
April 29, 2018
Last night I had a dream where I am at work. I discover there is a project where my boss needs my attention but he has omitted telling me about it. I just happen to notice it as the paper work crosses my desk because it is due now. There are several people named in the document and to my surprise I am also named. I am surprised because I wouldn’t expect to see my name as a party to an agreement such as this. Yet the agreement isn’t signed by anyone and yet it is due now. I am conflicted because on the one hand if I carry this through to ensure it is ratified I appear to be doing it for self interest since I am named. Yet I wasn’t aware of my name in the document until now. It feels like it is intended for me as a beneficiary or benefactor of the agreement. The parties are out of the country possibly in Brazil in a foreign land. The challenge is I am not quite prepared to meet the many requirements which are formalities and process around the execution of the contract. I think about all the steps I would need to do in order to arrange the many parts enumerated in the agreement. It seems I can’t possibly carry out all it’s parts in the time frame allocated for it’s execution without an act of God.
Fearing defeat but actually not so much defeat since I had not pursued this option for myself. I had nothing invested in it to feel any sense of loss. The loss I feel is on behalf of my boss whose intent it was to execute this contract. I know it wouldn’t have been written if he had not wanted it to take place even in naming me as a party. I do not want to fail my boss even though I just found out about it. It is my desire to see his mission served whatever mission it may be. His desire is my desire.
I then hear several people enter. It is the hour that has come to pass. Now is the time. As I’m sitting there not knowing what to tell him. I feel his presence come over my right shoulder as he whispers to me, “I have taken care of it. The work is done.” Now as I look at the document time stands still the steps necessary for the process are complete one by one. A signature and seal now appear. My work is complete.
I had a dream that it’s the day after my last day at work and I find myself back at my old job. I’m trying to find my way out once I realize that I shouldn’t be here. I can see the work configurations have changed. There is someone working at my old desk. They are telling me that I am welcome to share the space with them and start my own business. I can see the possibilities for me. I know I should leave because I’m not supposed to be there. I work my way down to the 2nd level which I thought was where I can exit the building. I find myself on the level where the cafeteria is. I can see my old boss Deb Reilly. I’m afraid she will notice me and wonder how I gained access to the building. I’m trying to find a ramp that will take me from the second floor out the building. There are foreign workers there who have abilities similar to trapeze artists. This one woman is scaling the french balconies with ease. I’m afraid she is being a bit reckless but she manages to amaze me with her abilities. She is unafraid in the least. She knows I’m watching. I wake up thinking my exit on the the second floor was a false start.
This morning as I awoke after I having snoozed my alarm and had a vision. I can see a scene before me with some blue and white clouds with the silhouette of a mermaid’s lower body. The scene provided just enough imagery for me to figure it out for myself. I then saw what looked like little grey frogs crossing the road in front of the mermaid. I looked carefully at the little frogs to see if they were mini people or insects. They appeared to look more like little people but the way they jumped was more like frogs. They seem quite happy in this child like environment; innocent and peaceful and tension free not a care in the world. Right before the scene came to an end I see someone approaching from the left in the foreground. A human of normal proportion as though I was watching a TV screen and someone came in front of the screen to peak and see if I am still watching or asleep. The person peaked in partially looked at me stood there and gave me a look that said, “Did you get that?”