September 13, 2018
In last nights dream I am with my 2nd partner Michael who is visiting me or passing through my space. Its like he really doesn’t belong here and is somewhat intruding on my time. One observation about him is that he is very very cute but that is apparently not enough to keep my interest or focus. I try to visit with him on the side almost as if I’m multitasking not really having time to be with him. A third person enters and says there are issues with the plumbing in my unit. I’m told they have had to call the plumber to make repairs 3 times. All three times were as a result of something Michael did. Having discovered that Michael is “my guest” I am therefore responsible for the repairs and they can’t charge my maintenance contract because the damages were caused by someone other than me.
I don’t have time to focus on these issues because I have to attend a class with a guy who I am interested in. Because I’m trying to do two things at once my party for the class becomes scattered and we therefor don’t end up sitting together. I am disappointed because I want to sit with the cute guy who I’m interested in. Now sitting alone I look at the class syllabus. I can clearly see the writing on the pages of the syllabus. I am trying to decide whether to sit through the class or just get up now and leave. It doesn’t seem like something I’d be interested in normally but I want to be a part of this group and the chance at meeting and developing a relationship with this guy.
I decide to remain in the class. Once it starts we are told everyone has to wear blue and grey. I feel wholly unprepared believing I am not following the dress code. The cute guy comes over to me and he is obviously wearing blue and grey. I look at myself and to my surprise I just happen to be wearing silk blue lapels, on a grey suit jacket and blue pants. My tie is metalic grey. The cute guy tells my “….but you’re tie isn’t grey” to which I answer yes it is. I want to convince him of this fact because I want to remain in the class especially now that I have his attention. I look at my tie a second time and realize the tie changes colors depending on the viewing angle. From one angle it is grey/blue and from the other it is silver/gold.
The class progresses and at the end we all get ready to leave. As I stand there saying good bye I realize we are all in water and there are fish swimming around me. The fish are the fish from my aquarium in real life. I recently had all my fish except 2 die from a disease in the tank. I can see the last fish which was my favorite and the largest one swim past me. It comes to rest in the guys hand. I tell him to please not hurt the fish.
- 10000My mom and her sisters are all wearing similar dresses that my aunt Helen made. The dresses are white and baby blue. There is a room with some old sofas where some young adolescents are hanging out some are trying to sleep there. The beds do not have mattresses just…