Last night I had a dream where I am with an old business associate with whom I had unfinished business ties. I ask him about the status of the business and ask whether he and our other business partners were still in communication with each other. To my surprise he answers, “Yes.” I had long since abandoned the business venture as having failed. He on the other hand tells me that the business is still viable and no one has lost anything in the transaction. I’m surprised to hear this but I can’t stop what I’m doing to look into the matter to recover my ownership. I also feel that since I’ve abandoned the idea, I no longer have a place in the transaction.
I am on my way to the top of Angeles Crest Mountain in the Angeles Crest Forest near Los Angeles. This is the highest point in the city of Angels. I can clearly see downtown Los Angeles and the massive sky scrappers. I pause for a minute to admire the majestic beauty when I suddenly realize I’m already at the summit the highest point of the mountain. Fear now begins to set in. I’m afraid to fall because I no longer have a sense of direction. I cannot tell which way is up or which way is down.